WEEKEND 4 THOUGHT

Hello hello, been a while since I actually posted. Been neglecting the blog this past week, but I'm back.

It's early Monday morning right now 1:45 am as I write this. And it's looking kinda yellow I must say. If you don't know what I mean; a blue Monday is when you're having a terrible start to the week, yellow is the opposite. 

So yeah, I'm feeling pretty good mentally, especially recently. You know as the year comes to an end, my mind kinda moves into a more positive place. I actually am not a fan of being at home a lot recently. Storytime: Last year, which was the year after I finished High School. I took the year off, tryna figure out what I want to do with my life and all. I was home quite a bit. I did go out to do stuff and all, but I was home almost all day, every day. I didn't mind it as I said, though I did deal with extreme boredom. And to be fair, it was a really unproductive year for me.

Don't wanna go too in detail with that year, I might in a video if this blog ever gets to the point where a video blog is worth it. I'll tell you when that is when it does happen.

Oh, I haven't asked about you guys! Omg, so how are you all? (whoever is here lol). Plans for the week? Love to hear it all ofc.

Back to myself (That is what this whole blog is based on) I've been working out recently. Unfortunately for me, I wouldn't say I'm fat rn, but I also wouldn't say I'm being healthy. Add my current self-esteem issues and low confidence and I'm basically a bit of a mess. I'm actually very self-conscious about my weight you know. (I'm also getting real deep here lmao) Fun fact, thanks to a very helpful life coach, I figured out something new about myself this year, and that is my extreme social anxiety. Which explains a lot. Again won't go too deep here. But finding out about it has really helped me with my self-image actually. So I totally recommend talking to a professional if you ever feel yourself at a low and don't really know why.

Anyway, so I am looking forward to a lot of exercises. I do have to get my new frames for my glasses as well, looking forward to that. Then work, reading, etc. Hopefully, I can get my other computer so I can play the new Call Of Duty, really looking forward to that. It looks pretty cool from what I've seen and has had good reviews. 

I don't have anything else much to do for this week. Hopefully, I can get some writing done too if I make time, and maybe post a blog midweek with an update on things. We'll see of course. I'm yawning rn and it's past 2am, I've been switching between writing this and watching a podcast lol. Think I should end this rn before I fall asleep on my laptop and end up posting some gibberish. 

Again, I hope you're all doing well, keeping safe and being positive. Enjoy your week and yeahh that's all from me... leave a comment if you can.

Naj out👀

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